EVERYTHING

Okay, I just need to get everything out. First of I am very p'oed at almost my whole family. I'm 16 years old, I should be able to start making some of my own decisions, no? Well my best friend forever and I were planning this trip for about a year now, and because there were some interruptions I couldn't get on the plane with her and go. So she found me this really cheap ticket that I could fly and meet her and her Grandma out there and we would hang out on Mrytle Beach for a while then we would all drive back to Arizona in her Grandmas moter home. Well Mom and Dad are really really REALLY making me mad because they won't let me go. It's for like two weeks, and they are fraeking out because I will leave Christiane here, and she IS part of our family now, and I don't see any need of having to hang out here if she's getting a job anyway you know? So someone please just tell my mom that I will be JUST FINE!!! If I can't do this now, how will I be able to do it next year to Hawaii for her birthday? I need to experience these things myself, weather or not they like it. As for the rest of my family, Amy is just making me mad because she;s not as funny as she thinks she is when it comes to picking on me, Sandy has turned into a smaller version of Mandy and that really bugs me, Mandy, is well Mandy, and I just can't stand her....like AT ALL, Dawn...shes not bothering me, she's kinda a dork, but it's cool, at least I don't have to share a room with anyone else, Christiane is fine too, I did get kinda mad caz she took the front seat from me, and idk I guess I just feel that I had earned the front seat, because I did have to go through two other sisters you know? Then all of a sudden someone just takes my rightful place you know? But I guess I just didn't tell her caz I don't think she will understand because she's the oldest in her family ...if you are raeding this though Christiane, I am sorry, I just don't react well to change, you know I am a stubborn Taruas. Ya, anyway...then we have Andrea here...I absolutally LOVE this girl, but I hate that she is friends with mandy, because mandy walk all over her and it makes me want to just smack her sooo hard you know....anyway. last thing...there is this really cute guy that I met last night at Bible study, I don't know if I do like him caz I just met him, but I think there is potential, but Christiane likes him too, and she likes a lot of guys tho...so CHristiane tell me the truth would you get nmad at me if I started talking to him more and stuff, caz if u REALLY like him I won't I promise!!okay, I think that's all...I am good for now...how's that for letting it all out? Thanks for listening, I will write later, alrighty, bye <3